End of the Month! $100/Month
Friday, October 30th, 2009
The month is coming to an end! My final spending for the month is $182.08 I went over by $82 but I still think I did a good job. I would have liked to come in at $100 but that would have taken some preparation before hand and that kind of defeats the purpose.
Things I learned about my spending habits- I spend most of my money on the weekends! It was pretty easy to stay away from spending money during the week. I didn’t really have to change many habits with my routine. I brought food to work for lunch and made coffee at my desk and made dinner at home.
The majority of my non-grocery spending came on the weekends. The weekends were pretty rough because I wanted to go to restaurants and bars and the movies. Ugh! And it was rough resisting buying things when other people around me were purchasing things. “No, put that sweater down! you don’t need it!”… Nope, I bought the sweater. It’s nice and comfy though, I like it. I’m wearing it right now in fact.
Do you ever feel guilty for going into a store and then leaving without buying anything? Especially if it’s a small local business and you like things in the store? I find my self wanting to say “I really like your store! (whisper) But I’m not buying anything. I’m really, really sorry! It’s very nice though.” (guilty shrug) as I scurry out the door. I feel a little crazy writing that but it’s not just me! Not one hour ago a woman came into our store and did basically the same thing. She walked around a bit and then slowly walked past us ducking her head, looking to the side at me and giving an apologetic smile as she walked out the door.
I am really glad that I went through with this experiment but I am ecstatic that it is over! It brought to light my own issues with ‘consumer guilt’. Feeling guilty for buying things I don’t need and feeling guilty for not buying anything at all. I learned what I could get away with and I also learned what I don’t want to sacrifice in the future. Food! I am so tired of eating salami and cheese sandwiches for lunch and pasta and spinach for dinner!
So I know that technically I still have one day left in the month but I am flying out tonight to visit a friend in San Francisco so I’m not counting tomorrow. It’s a Holiday anyway. I can get that off right? Well I’m going to anyway. All bets are off tomorrow, I am going to eat to my stomachs content!

